Taddao Bussaya: Ep 13 Caps Part 1

He confessed he loves her. It was so awkward it was hilarious.

Completed.

Witoon came to say good bye to Saengkham, “I came to bid you goodbye. I don’t think we can ever see each other again. You don’t have to stay anything, you have made the right decision. You should stay with the one you love.”

She tears up and thanked him. “Thank you for your good feelings for  me, I will never forget you.”

Witoon:”Forget me. Forget that we had ever known each other, that would be best. You can start all with Jao Noi with happiness.”

Saengkham:”So you will forget me too?”

Witoon:”I don’t think I can ever forget you, no matter how hard I try, I will never be able to. You will be in my heart for the rest of my life.”

She utters his name and he stepped closer to her. “Sometimes the love between two people does not end in marriage.”

She wept and looked down. “I was taught to uphold promises. If you make a promise to someone, you have uphold it, no matter how painful it is. Khun Witoon, I will never forget that I once knew a man who made me feel warmth, a man who made me see that his world is worth living in.”

Witoon:”yes, that will make me happy.”

They hug. The theme song plays.

Jao Noi saw them hugging, he stared at them emotionless. Dude! Is he mad? Who knows.

After seeing Saengkham, Witoon went to see Sutad to see if she wanted to come back with him to Bangkok.

Sutad was reluctant to go back with him. Witoon is annoyed and told her to just stay here. He will tell his sister Deun to find a replacement. Not wanting to lose her position at the Bussaya house, Sutad panicked and begged for her job. “Either way, I must go back to the Bussaya house. Please don’t let Khun Poo Ying (Mistress) replace me yet. I will go back soon.”

Witoon refuses her request. “That won’t do, High Mistress (Khun Ying Boot) needs someone to care for now, if you want to go back, you have to go back with me now. Go pack your things.”

Seeing Sutad hesitating,  Witoon told her she should just stay here.

Not wanting to lose her place at the Bussaya house, Sutad held on to his arm.

Witoon doesn’t know what to make of it. “What is Tad, are you going or not? Just let me go, I’m going back.”

Sutad doesn’t want to go now, she wants more time. Witoon, who is heartbroken about Saengkham wants to leave now. They bargain back in forth–stay or not to stay.

Just as they are bickering, Jao Noi appears enraged and took Sutad’s hand.

Jao Noi:”What crazy thing are you doing?”

Witoon:”I’m going back to Bangkok, but Tad is pulling me back. He wants to go back with me.”

Jao Noi, who is still confuse about earlier when he saw Witoon and Saengkham hugging, refused to let Sutad go back out revenge. “Tad is staying here.”

Witoon:”But Sutad is an employee at the Bussaya house now. Don’t forget.”

Jao Noi refuses. “No way, Sutad is my people.”

Witoon doesn’t want to argue, so he tells Sutad, “you can just stay here with your master then.”

Sutad not wanting to lose her job ran after Witoon and clung to his arm.

Jao Noi is a fit of jealous screamed at Sutad to let Witoon go.

Witoon is getting some weird vibes from Jao Noi and gave Jao Noi a questionable look. He then looks at Sutad and asked her what she wanted to do, stay here or go back to the Bussaya house.

Not knowing how to answer, Sutad remained quiet. Witoon gets the hint, she wants to go too.Witoon tells Sutad to go pack her stuff. Witoon puts his arm around Sutad’s shoulder and they start to walk to Sutad’s room together.

I don’t know what came over Jao Noi, but he ran up to Witoon, pulled him back by the shoulder to face him and punched him. I think it was jealous and feeling that he is losing everything that he feels dear to him. He lost his girlfriend Saengkham to Witoon, now he is losing the person he loves to him. It proved too much and he couldn’t restrain himself.

Sutad begged Jao Noi to stop and Jao Noi yelled at Witoon. “Do you have to steal everything from me?”

Witoon is totally confuse. “Why are acting ballistic? What have I stolen from you. Tad? You don’t think of him as your underling, then what do you think of him then?”

Jao Noi doesn’t know how to answer so he erupted with rage instead. Sutad had to hold him back again. Hearing the commotion, Bang and Tiang came out from the house. Bang asked while holding Jao Noi back, what were they arguing about.

No one said anything. Witoon walked away and Jao Noi walked away too in the other direction.

Tiang looked at Sutad for answers, she doesn’t have any. Bang blames Sutad for the whole thing.

Bang:”It’s because of you, right? You are the reason why Jao Noi and Witoon fought, am I right? Jao and Witoon have been friends for decades. The reason they are quarreling is because of fairy like you.”

Sutad apologizes. Bang is not please and continues to blame Sutad and even called her a bad luck person. “The reason Jao Noi will not marry Saengkham is because of you. If you weren’t around, he would live his life as a man normally. You are currently ruining his future. I really hate,” Bang said to Sutad in anger.

Sutad, not knowing what to do, gave him a respectable wai and apologized.

Bang doesn’t accept her apology and continued to yell at her. “Go, you leave this place right now. GO! Leave Jao Noi’s farm right now,” He yelled at her.

EE!

Not knowing what to do, Sutad says nothing and walked away.

Witoon is confuse, why did Jao Noi punch him because of Sutad. Oh Witoon, let me tell you secret, our Jao Noi, he likes Sutad.

Saengkham doesn’t understand it either, yea, how does this involve Sutad, she wondered. Witoon told Saengkham that Jao Noi has been acting weird lately. Saengkham deduces that possibly he saw them at the fields earlier, Witoon doesn’t think so. Boy, are you guys wrong.

Witoon:”I get the feeling Jao Noi feels for Sutad more than normal.”

Saengkham is shocked.

Witoon had to explain himself more. “I don’t think Jao Noi thinks of Sutad as a boss to a worker or even as an older brother to a younger brother. I think he loves and has been very close to Sutad. I don’t think even want to think about it. Lets say, we should investigate this more.”

Saengkham doesn’t say anything more. She is confuse.

Sutad went to look for Jao Noi and finds him sitting under a tree. sulking. She cautiously approaches him like he is a dangerous wild animal. Any sudden bad moves, he will eat her alive.

She apologizes to him. “Jao ha, I’m sorry. The truth is, I wasn’t planning to leave with Witoon at all.”

He tells her to go away.

Sutad refuses. “really, I just wanted to tell Khun Witoon to not find a replacement for me yet. I will go back there later, but some other day.

Jao Noi is annoyed and shouts at her. “I told you to go far far away from me. Stop bothering me again. Go!”

She utters his name in displeasure.

Jao Noi stands up. “It’s you. You are the only person who has made me this way. I punched my friend’s face because of a little boy like you who has no background.”

Sutad hurt, she asked why is he saying all of this.

“If there wasn’t you, it wouldn’t be so chaotic like this. I would have continue farming here, married Saengkham and be happy, and not be in turmoil like this,” he continue to say.

Sutad:”I’m not asking you to be overly worried and chaotic because of me. You are making my life chaotic too. What type of person are you, one minute good the other minute bad. I don’t understand you at all.”

She begins to walk away. He stops her by saying, “I don’t understand myself either. When I saw Witoon hug Saengkham, I admit it did hurt. But I didn’t feel angry or an have urge to kill him compared to when I saw him hugging YOU.”

SAY what? HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Hell NO.

She turned to look at him stunned.

Jao Noi:”What have you done to my life, TAD? You go far way from me, don’t make my life chaotic anymore.”

Sutad is still stunned and asked, “What did you say?”

Jao Noi walks up to her. “Why do you have to be a GUY?”

She smiles.

Jao Noi:”It’s very torturous when you’re not near me. Do you feel the same way as me?”

She struggles to find an answer and kept saying, “I…I…I.”

He walks up to her, he puts his hand on her shoulders. He takes a big breath and asked her, “Do you love me or not?”

Crazy holy music starts playing. AHHHHHHHHHHHH……….LAlalalalla.

Sutad looks down, nods, and says, “I love.”

He steps back and let out a slight sigh of relief like confessing his love for her was an exhausting feat.

Jao Noi:”I have never thought in my life I can love a guy. It has happened.”

He tells her he loves her too, in a very confusing macho way. He said, “Chan Ruk gae wa, Tad.”–It’s a very informal way of saying I love. To me, it can be translated as, “I love you man, Tad.”

She approached him for a hug, he held her back. Sutad is confuse. He is still confuse.

He held her shoulders back, still deciding whether he made the right decision. In the end, he decides to hug her.

What? Did you expect a kiss, this is a lakorn people. A real kiss is a rarity, just be happy we got 2 fake kisses from the previous episode.

What an odd hug. They were barely hugging.

Saengkham saw the whole thing. She looked pleased.

After the hug with Jao NOi,  Sutad went back to her quarters and saw Tiang. She hugged Tiang with glee. Tiang asked Sutad what has happened to make Sutad so happy. Sutad said nothing. Tiang doesn’t believe her, so Sutad confessed to Tiang that Jao Noi told her he liked her.

Tiang can’t believe it. This is all so confusing. “He believes you are a guy and he is a guy and he likes you. So he is gay. Maybe he likes you and knows you are a girl. Oy. If he knows you are a girl, he will be angry. OY. AH. But he likes you though he thinks you are a guy. Oh. Na, Na. My head hurts. I’m confuse!”

Sutad consoles her. “Aunt Tiang, you don’t need to think too much of this. Jao likes me though he doesn’t know who I am, I’m happy.”

Tiang:’But what if he finds out you are a girl, will he continue to like you?” —oh, the question.

Now Sutad is concern. What if he doesn’t.

Tiang:”Most importantly, he still has Jao Saengkham. How will he handle Saengkham, how will he break up with her? Will he say the reason is because of you. Will he do it”

With the questions asked by Tiang, Sutad begins to feel concern. It’s not as easy as it seems to be with Jao Noi. Things have become complicated.

Jao Noi apologized to Saengkham about punching Witoon. But the thing that shocked him was when she mentioned Sutad. “So you like Sutad that much?”

Saengkham:”The reason you are angry with Witoon because of Sutad not because of me, right? You have been lying to yourself all this time. It is time for you to accept the truth. Do you like Sutad, right?”

Jao Noi takes Saengkham hand and said, “I did not plan to deceive you. I have always loved you. But, Tad, I don’t know when he crept into my heart. Until moment, when I saw Witoon hug Tad, I discovered my feelings. Saengkham, I’m sorry.”

She doesn’t accept his apology. “You don’t have to apologize to me, I have been deceiving myself also. I have always thought I loved you. Now, I realized that I have been trying to love you. It is not only you who has changed. I have changed also.”

She stands up to leave, he holds her hand back. “I still have to apologize to you. When I knew you didn’t love me, I still wanted to win you over. I should have let you go be with the person you love.”

She agrees. “I should let you go be with the one you love also, whether that person is a guy or a girl.”

Jao Noi thanked her. They decide to be friends.

Sutad is still on cloud nine about Jao Noi, even Bang who yelled and tried to kick her out couldn’t ruined her mood.

As Bang is yelling at Sutad, Saengkham interrupted them. She wants to have a chat with Sutad. Bang was being such an ass, in a very funny way.

They two woman walked to a bench, Saengkham sat down and told Sutad to take care of Jao Noi.

Sutad encouraged her to stay a little longer.

Saengkham:”It would be best if I left, you two can have more private time together. You and Jao must learn to adjust and accept a new thing that is happening.”

Sutad knelt down and apologized with a wai.

Saengkham corrects her. “I would have to thank you instead. If there wasn’t you, Jao and myself wouldn’t have accepted the truth that we don’t love each other anymore. I’m glad I have made the decision to come here. In the end everything worked out wonderfully.”

Now an unexpected question was asked. Saengkham asked Sutad when she will reveal herself.

Sutad is a little confuse.

Saengkham made it more clear with a second question. “How long will you continue to disguise yourself as a guy?”

Say WHAATTT?

Sutad panics. “I think you have misunderstood something, I’m a guy.”

Saengkham in a taunting matter walked up to Sutad. She suddenly extends both her hands.

Sutad is startled and covered her chest.

Saengkham laughs. “What guy would be startled to have someone tap his chest?”

Sutad realizing that she has been caught tries to correct herself. “It’s not like that.”

Saengkham laughs again. “At first, I didn’t suspect anything. But when I saw how you console Jao Noi, I started to be suspicious. And you are too soft looking to be a boy.”

She takes Sutad’s hand. “Look at your hands and nails, you even sew. What kind of guys does dainty things like those.”

Saengkham:’I won’t ask why you have disguise yourself as a guy because I know you don’t have malicious intend towards Jao Noi. But the best thing is, you need to tell Jao Noi  as soon  possible so that your relationship won’t be more complicated than this.”

Jao Noi goes to apologize to Witoon. He also confesses to Witoon he likes Sutad more than normal.

“I don’t know how I feel about Sutad. I don’t know how I can feel like this for him. I didn’t realize it was happening. Randomly I realized that I can’t live without TAD. I’ve talked about this with Saengkham.”

Witoon wants him to think about this. He doesn’t want to believe that his friend is gay, he looks for other reason for his friend’s behavioral change. Maybe Jao Noi is really angry with Saengkham and looking for revenge. Maybe Jao Noi is just confuse.

Jao Noi said no, that is not the reason. He really likes TAD. Like really.

“I don’t know how to explain it to you. I’m very happy around him (Sutad). I don’t see him as a guy.”–Because he isn’t a guy. She is a girl.

Witoon doesn’t want to accept it. He wants Jao Noi to see a doctor, a psychologist.

Jao Noi is offended. “Do you think this is very wrong?” He asked.

Witoon tries to defend his reasoning, he is worried about Jao Noi’s future. Will Jao Noi date Sutad openly or in secret. Also there is his father to be concern about. Would Jao Pattana be able to accept this?

Jao Noi doesn’t care if his father accepts his homosexuality. His father has already cut him off anyways. “I don’t care what my father thinks. Right now, the person I care about is SUTAD.”

Damn, what a declaration.

That night, both Sutad and Jao Noi are content. They have confessed and the person they love likes them back. All is good.

More of Jao Noi and Sutad being happy. Both are relieved.

Witoon can’t accept that Jao Noi is gay, he confronts Sutad about it. “So you really like Jao Noi?”

Sutad is startled by the question. Sutad looks down, “so you know now.”

Witoon scolds Sutad. “Have you thought this through, if Jao Noi dates you openly, what will happen? Have you forgotten? Jao Noi is Jao Yod Kwan, he has prestige, a famous name, to uphold. Other people will not look well at him if they found out he took his guy worker to be his boyfriend. Most importantly, if his father found out, his father will really cut ties with him completely. Can you handle all of this?”

Sutad frowns.

Witoon’s solution, Sutad should forget about Jao Noi and come back with him to Bangkok right now.

“Right now no one knows of this, you should think it over,” Witoon told Sutad.

Saengkham who heard everything told Sutad to not listen to Witoon. “Don’t listen to him. It won’t be too long until he understand your relationship.”

Saengkham ends their conversation and pulled Witoon outside.

She tells Witoon, Sutad is a girl.

Their conversation:

Saengkham:”Do you think it was right of you to say that to Sutad?”

Witoon:”I thought it over last night, I thought I would be able to accept it. But after thinking it through, it’s not natural.”

Saengkham reasoning with him, “But those two love each other.”

Witoon:”If they really love each other, Sutad should sacrifice herself for Jao. Tad needs to distance himself from Jao right now before it goes too far.”

Saengkham smiles. “but love is love whether between two men or women. Jao Noi loves Sutad very much, to the point where he doesn’t notice the truth. This is what they call unconditional love.”

Witoon is completely lost. “What truth? What unconditional love?”

Saengkham laughs. “The truth that Sutad is a girl.”

Witoon is stunned. “What did you just say Jao?”

Jao Noi finds Sutad in the grape vineyard looking depressed.

“Are you alright?” He asked in deep concern for her.

Sutad looks up at him. “I’m not suitable for you.”

Jao Noi:”Who have said that to you?”

Sutad:”No one needs to say anything to me. I think it for myself. I shouldn’t have followed you here. Our story should have ended at the Bussaya household, then you won’t have to lose your reputation because of me.”

Like a guy drunk with love, he knelt down beside and said, “Even if you didn’t follow me back, I would have followed there. You can’t escape me.”———-ahhhhaha. Effing dorks! You can’t escape me. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Good answer but she is not satisfied so she asked him, ‘what do you like about me?’

Jao Noi:”Everything about you.”

She makes a half-shy smile and tells him, “I like everything about you too.”

She pats her head.

Bang interrupts them. “Jao ka, stop it right now.” —this guy is freaking hilarious.

Bang runs up Jao Noi and pulls him up away from Sutad. “Don’t go near him, ” he instructed Jao Noi like Sutad was a diseased person.

Bang:’didn’t you tell me  you didn’t have anything going on with him. You lied to me. You deceive me. I refuse to let that devilish kid be involve with you. Right now, you have to choose between me and that devilish kid. Who will you choose?

Jao Noi:”Why are you asking something so stupid. If I have to choose, I would choose you.”

Jao Noi pats Bang on the shoulder, Bang smiles.

“I choose you as my worker.” Jao Noi told him. Bang instantly stopped smiling.

Jao Noi helps Sutad up from the ground. “As for Sutad, I choose him as my significant other.”

Bang can’t believe it. He screams and says, “I’m so disappointed in you.”

Bang runs off like a madman. Jao Noi is amuse and smiles.